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APRIL UPDATES - FAMILY TIME, CHARMING SPRING NIGHTSFriday, April 25, 2008 Summer Plans: Welcome back! Told
you I would be back soon.It feels good to release everything out here
in my safety zone. I've been gone for almost two weeks, and so much has
happened since then. Well first of all, the hint of summer is getting closer and closer. I also did some shopping for cool summer clothes, and got another haircut for the summer. So I'm getting excited
to have a fabulous, and magical summer with my family, friends, and
special people in my life. I'm looking forward to exciting travels,
late night star gazing, beautiful dinners in the evenings, sleep over
all-nighters, laid back movie nights, and charming memories are all in
my plans. Sounds good so far? If so, be a part of it with me. We'll
have a good time.
Family Reunion:My
cousin from Europe who now lives in Brooklyn, New York, came to visit
us on April 20! I haven't seen him since 1995. My Mom, Dad, and
brother were all thrilled to see him for the first time in like 12
years... He now has a family. A beautiful wife, a son, and another one
on the way. He is an amazing Father now. And what's more amazing is, he
is still 32. His example inspires me. He loves his wife, and son more
than himself. Anyhow, he came to stay with us in our house for 3 days.
I gladly offered him, and his wife my room. We all took him, his wife,
and his son on a cool tour of Central Ohio. We checked out the downtown
Columbus, went shopping, and went to a beautiful state park in Delaware
(Innis Woods State Park) I miss him already. The cool thing is, if he
finds a job in Columbus, he will move here! I dream of that happening.
When he moves here, I think my family will be so much closer, and we
will all have each other when we need support. Right now I only have my
Mother and Father here. Having my cousin here, his wife, and their son
will be awesome. His name is Kostya (Kos-tya), her name is Natasha, and
their son's name is Max.
My Mom's birthday party:
We had a huge party for our Mom on April 23. The place was
packed. We danced the night away, blasted European music, and enjoyed
European meals and barbecue. I originally was going to give my Mom my
camera for her birthday, since she got addicted to it like I am. But
she always borrows my cam everyday (haha), so I decided to give her
something else: a giant
bag of grass seeds. It was her dream for our house to have a lush,
beautiful, and ever-green lawn. So I got her that. The bag was so huge
that it will be enough to plant enough grass for 3 full homes. She
plans to plant some flowers as well. See the picture above? She wants
that. Anyhow, the party was CRAZY, FUN, and I'll never forget it!
Pizza Hut with Jennifer's Family:
Our Church had a fund raiser at Pizza Hut in Newark. basically,
20% of earnings from Church members would come back to the Church, to
support great causes. The dinner was fun. I ate so much though... It
took me a while to get up from the couch. Later that night me and Will
went back to Jennifer's house, and had more fun watching a movie
(Juno), and getting attacked by the crazy dogs. Yea, I'm surprised I
survived. It's been long since I've seen their dog, and I didn't help
any teasing them!
 A new step of change: Me and Rachel had a very emotional
4 hour conversation. We mutually decided to let each other go, and
pretty much stop anything romantic from happening now or later.
Obviously distance is probably part of the reason. But everything with
us ended on April 17. I completely moved on, and don't care about what
will happen. Instead, I now opened the door for someone else who wants
to come in, and enjoy life together with me. By this summer, I probably
will be with someone. There's no way I'm spending the summer alone.
Father God will give me a girl to love. The conversation with Rachel
ended like this:
DeNnY: thank u rachy. i'll talk to u someday again.
DeNnY: nite, love always
JeRsEyCuTiE: nite
DeNnY: night sweetheart - 3 AM
There's
so much more that's been going on, but I'll keep my entry short for
tonight. I gotta get up early. If you haven't read my last entry,
please do. There's a lot of changes in my life. So now that the weather
is getting even better, call me up, and lets enjoy each other's
company, and make forever lasting memories. Luv u all, see you soon
bros and sistas!
PS: Don't forget to check out My Photo Album
- I'm adding exciting pics every week! Coming soon, I'll upload pics of
many of the recent fun events. My cousin, Mom's birthday party, and so
much more. Thanks for being a guest on my site. Enjoy the day!
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SPRING IS HERE - PLENTY GOING ON
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
 UPDATED: April 17, 2008 - 4:25AM
Me
and a very special person in my life, fell apart tonight. Right now, I set her free from my life, into God's care. I care about
her more than she knows or feels, and I will always cherish her for all that she has done in my life.
UPDATED: April 17, 2008 - 12:17AM
I
had another good Tue, and Wed! I posted 7 new pics in my album, so be
sure to check it out!
Click here to see the album! >>
Welcome
back my friends, and guests. Thanks so much for taking an interest and
checking me out here. First of all, have you noticed all the awesome new things here
on my website? I haven't been writing much, but I've been paying close
attention to small details here to make it more fun, and pleasing to
visit everyday. Read the updates on the front page, to see all the new
changes. I personally like the "Welcome Video" on the front page.
Anytime you visit, you'll get to watch a beautiful video that reflects
something in my life. Also daily relationship advice, and "My Top 5
Songs". If you're regular visitor to my site, I'd love to know how you
like it, so that I can keep improving the site even more.
 Since the huge snow storm on March 9, so much has went on.
I've been spending much more time with my family, than ever before. It
makes me happy. There's a lot of work to be done in our family, but
we're on a good start. The details aren't important. We went to a concert in Cleveland, Ohio on April 6!! It was hottttt. I had so much fun with my family and my friends there.
Philip Kirkorov: Legendary singer, and super star in Europe
This
was a mega superstar of Europe, Philip Kirkorov. He is the most
popular, and most beloved in Europe today, and has been in the last 25
years! Check out his website here! The album about this and other March/April events is right here,
so check it out. I've been working hard, and saving a little extra out
of my paychecks to maybe use it for travel, or who knows what...
At
work, I've been having so much fun with my co-workers. Right now I
definitely love my job, and my large salary that I make. All the
customers say how much fun we have, and how we make them laugh! Woooo!
A smile, and a sense of humour goes a long way. Although I'm satisfied
with my position and my job, I'm still waiting on God to open new
doors for me... Some change is important in life. Living the daily
routine can get boring, and make life seem like it's at a stand-still.
I am sort of feeling this way right now.
Me and my friend Samuel started talking,
but very little. Both of us are busy, and it's hard to catch each
other. I've been spending a lot of time catching up to some of my older
friends that I haven't been around with for a while. April is one of
them. Soon I will spend some time with Caroline, Monique, and maybe a
few others. I'm having a hard time trying to fit in all these people in
my schedule!
 Late night dates have been a regular thing for me lately.
I've been meeting new people, and learning about different
personalities, and trying to click with people. The number one thing I
noticed that gets people's attention: "Social skills". How many funny
jokes can you crack? Can you approach, or start a conversation with a
person, and not be afraid? Can you be confident, keep your head up
high, and be sure of everything you say? All that is important. Right
now I have plenty of numbers to call back, and could get some more, but
honestly, I'm just having a great time connecting with different
ladies, and we just enjoy each other with no strings attached. The more
people you meet, the more fun it is. And the more choices you have when
you are ready for a relationship with someone.
The single life for me has been fun! 2 AM late nights, 9 PM Chinese dinners, 11 PM late movie nights at the theater. And
maybe even sleep-overs until 8 in the morning! It's hard to be
lonely, but there is that down time, when I'm at home, and the thrill
of the day slowly fades into the air... Although I'm complete, and
happy right now, I still wouldn't mind settling down with ONE girl. I
know I have plenty of lady fans who really like me, but I want to be
loved by one woman. One, who can calm me down after a long day; one who
can have laid back conversations with, and one who doesn't mind staring
at the stars at 1 in the morning. How about a Disney movie on a
weekend? I'm having a blast right now, but sooner or later I really
gotta slow down, and love one girl. I truly feel the desire right now
to be loved. Now that the issues in my family have been patched up,
it's time to move on to my next mission....
So I'm partying,
having fun, but in the back of my mind want something deeper. I do miss
talking with my ex g/f Rachel. We chatted maybe 2 months ago, and
everything stopped there. I confessed my feelings to her a few months
ago, so she knows. We're 1,000 miles away from each other, living our own
lives, and I've moved on. Same goes with Jennifer. We had a
heartbreaking split a few months ago that ended up an ugly mess. Our
relationship should have been paused, while both of us solved our
personal issues, instead of 'scraping each other on the pavement'. You
know what though, I really miss the days we spent with each other. I'm
still loud, active, and outgoing guy all the time, but Jen helped me
slow down, and take it easy. We started talking a little bit again, and
she seems like she's talking more, and coming out of the dark times of
her life. We both said harsh things to each other and made mistakes,
but I know I made a difference in her life. I noticed her at my store
the other day, and she was happy, and upbeat. We met in 2006. One
memory I have is when we took breath-taking photos of Ohio. The
album is here...
So now what? I don't know. I'll keep living my life, and just go with
the direction of the wind I
guess... It's all up to God. But I know that from all of my past
relationships, we will look back at the history and remember the good
times. I also got a
chance to spend a lot of time with Tiffany, and Amber again.
I and Jennifer, counting how many calories I can eat, Newark, OH - June, 2007
Me and Rachel in the magical land of love and happiness, NJ - August 23, 2004
 New haircut in 2 1/2 years:
Just in time for the summer, I checked out a "Great Clips" in Newark, and
nearly 5 inches came off my head. I needed a change. I feel so fresh, and alive. before my
bangs were in my face, and I looked like some 16 year old kid. Now I
can finally spike up my hair like I used to, back in 2002. I know a lot
of ladies missed seeing me with my hair like that.
Here is a 7 year scrapbook I made for you to see where I've been:
A hair style can impact you all together, and everyone will see you in a certain way (good or bad) with every different style.
 ... A TURNING POINT IN MY LIFE: Soon, some drastic turn will happen in my life.
These days, I'm keeping busy with work, and the doors of opportunity
are open for me. I might quit my job, I might not. I'm not sure where I
should be right now, but time keeps going, and soon I will have to get
back to school, and make some dramatic changes.
I'm just not sure what they are, but they are coming. I'm not going to
keep on doing the same thing everyday.... I'm very serious.
So yea, call me soon, so we
can have a good time, and enjoy the beautiful weather!
Hope to see you join me, and be a part of this sunny season.
Please send me some comments in my Guestbook. Gotta go, be back
soon, love you all. ----------- 70+ NEW PHOTOS: March/April Photo Album
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]LET IT SNOW, LET IT SNOW! - MAJOR SNOW STORM
IN OHIO
Friday,
March 7, 2008
UPDATED:
March 9, 2008 - 12:38AM
Most
of Ohio was pretty much shot down with a LEVEL 2, 3 snow emergencies!!
I called off work, because there was NO WAY I could even get out of our
rural complex. By the end of the day, the amount of snow that fell was
almost 2 feet! Anyways, it was fun and relaxing to be with family and
friends at home. I videotaped the snow storm, and took plenty of photos
for you all. In the next few days you'll see an update here on that.
Stay tuned!
 I
looked out my window today, and holy crap! A huge blanket of snow fell
on the ground. As of now, it's snow storming heavily. In the midst of
all this, people are complaining, but I'm once again, taking advantage
of this weather, as a way to relax, and enjoy. Matter of fact, I'm on
my way out to go out and have some fun tonight with someone. We might
build a snow man, who knows? (: Check out the articles from
the
local news media. It's amazing how much complaining people do. I'll
post
some images in my Photo gallery of course. Well catch you later, and
please read my previous entries, and comment on them. I'd love to know
what you think. I'll be back soon. Enjoy the fireplace! Ok, I'm out!!
Images: Newark,
OH: Central Ohio
blanketed with a foot of snow.
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SHOT
DOWN BY FEVER - 102 DEGREES
Thursday, February 28, 2008
UPDATED:
February 29, 2008 - 5:48PM
I
feel slightly better, but my face is still covered with a bunch of
$%&#$ red marks, and cold sores. They won't go away for a week
now.
Friggin fever. Well anyways, at least today I was able to get out of
bed and walk. I gotta get better soon, so that I can have fun, and go
to work again.
For those of you who tried to get a hold of me, just to let y'all
know, I'm in bed right now, trying to recover from the worst
fever I had in more than 2 years. My whole face is red, with a bunch of
cold sores all over my face. My eyes are blood shot, and my temperature
reached 102 degrees, which is a very dangerous number. Only a few more
degrees, and a person could die.
What pissed me off is, my job would not let me go home early, despite
the fact I was nearly fainting. Eventually, I finally just left. They
will hear it from me when I return to work.. I'm
in
bed right now with my laptop, keeping you all informed since I know you
wanna know what's going on. At this point I still can't stand up or get
out of bed. When I feel better I will get back to all of your calls.
Much luv.
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HOW
THINGS ARE GOING FOR ME SO FAR - WOMEN, FUN NIGHTS, SNOW
Friday, February 22, 2008
 Hey
wazup, I'm back with some more of my thoughts on my crazy, and
interesting life. Thanks for checkin out my site.
You're one of the reasons I write my thoughts here. I changed the
layout a little bit to make it more stylish, and European. I hope you
feel good, and relaxed when you come here. So anyways...
The months of January, and February... Wow... They have
definitely been full of unpredictable adventure. One of the biggest
surprises was an old friend of mine contacted me out of the blue! I
haven't hung out with her since like 2006. The crazy thing is, I came
across her number a few months ago, and her number was disconnected! So
a few weeks later I get a call, and sure enough it was her. She changed
a lot (for the better). When I met her first back in 2002, she was a
quiet girl. I
mean she talked a little, but she
could never carry a good conversation. Now, she's a confident, outgoing
woman who
expresses her thoughts, and has a lot of fun in life. I
told
her
about how she matured a lot, and came out the closet, and she said
to me with a smile: "Yea, I just grew out of it." So a few days later
we re-united
again, and went out for the whole day watching movies, going to the
mall, shopping, joking around, driving around Whitehall, OH - our old
town. I felt like a teenager in Junior High School all over again. I
haven't had a good time like this in a long time. If you read this
babe, you know who you are! I'll see you soon :-) Click
here to see my newest pics of me, and my hot life >
So
lets see, in the months of January, and February... Mostly I've been
kinda outgoing, and meeting many women, and just having fun,
and plenty of conversations. Lately I've been casually going out, and
learning their many different personalities. Some girls are crazy, loud
- which I like, but some go over the limit. Unfortunately some drink a
lot, and party every 2 days. To me that would be a girl who
can't have quiet moments, or settle down. Like, she always needs to
move around, or be loud 24/7. I met a few others that are great social
conversationalists, who actually WANT to get to know every little thing
about me. That's sexy. A woman who asks me questions, tells me all the
good things about me, and challenges me to a nice night out. In a few
days I have a few other ladies that I'm going to step out with. I
learned a lot in the last few months as far what attracts me the most
in a woman. Basically one who is very social, talks a lot, one who
tells me how she feels for me - on her own... A girl who wants to get
to know me, and a girl who understands me, and tries to be my friend.
AND the most important thing... A girl who can spend time with me,
doing anything, and still enjoy having my company. We can be bored, or
we can look at the stars, and she will still appreciate those moments.
There are a few ladies that I know right now who would fit this
important trait. I won't forget about you ever. If it's meant to be,
someday, we can be something more.
 I'm
happy it snowed again! I don't give a rat's #!@ what people say about
driving in the snow!! Get over it you wussies. Drive slowly, and leave
your house early so you're not late for work. It's so dumb how most
people complain about snow, yet it only snows 2 months out of the
ENTIRE year! Yet, for selfish reasons they whine about 2 inches. Suck
it up. God created 4 seasons, so appreciate His divine Creation, and
nature. You should honor His hard work, not complain. On February, here
in Gahanna, it stormed like crazy. The newspaper is griping about a
"level 1" snow emergency. While people were whining about the weather,
I came outside with my camera, and snapped a few pics of the weather.
The snow definitely relaxed me big time. I was just standing outside at
11PM, breathing slowly, and taking it all in (Go to my photo galleries
page to check out all my new pics for this month). I hope we get more
snow, YES! MORE! Keep falling, and let the people complain about it
some more! Sooner or later, they'll realize that complaining won't
change anything. Watch a beautiful,
relaxing VIDEO
I recorded on the snowy night! Check it out!!
Some
interesting things that I learned in the last few months:
1.
Arguing
with some people is like beating a DEAD HORSE. Arguments with those
kind of people are never ending. They will always have the last word.
No matter what you say, or how RIGHT you are, they will still
have their own explanation for whatever you say. You can perform a miracle in front of
their eyes, and they will still believe what they want to believe. They
will even go as far as getting other family members involved to "prove
their point." I've recently dealt with a few people of this nature.
Just give in, let them have their last word, and WALK OUT. Avoid people
like this. They will drain all of your positive energy out of you.
2. Arguing
with another family
will never get you anywhere.
They will always be right, and have something to tell you.
They will defend themselves even if you are RIGHT. No matter how
logical, and right you are, it will be an endless argument. The best
solution? Shut up, let them have their last word, and go on with your
life. You will never
change their mind. Let them go.
3.
To
most women, a man's logic makes no sense, if it doesn't
connect with her emotionally first.
As my friend put it "Most women are slaves to their emotions." I know
that sounds pretty sexist of him to say that, but to a certain extent
it's true. You can LOGICALLY explain something to a woman, and she will
NEVER understand you, unless she feels it emotionally. Why do you think
so many girls end up with bad boys? They look like "leaders". They see
his confidence, and
their crazy, exciting lifestyle, and a free spirited personality, and
so the girl feels that EMOTIONALLY. So the next time you try to explain
something to a woman, think before you say it. And don't go on arguing
with her forever, If her emotions are not in the right place, your
LOGIC will never
make sense. It's pretty annoying, but God created these creatures this
way. Next
Journal Entry, I will have some more on women's psychology. Here is a
little piece of a book from a dating expert:
"Remember,
women are not linear, or logical
creatures. If you do
things that make sense, they will do things that
don't make any sense at all. If you do things that don't
make any sense
at all, then women will often do what you want them to do. It's just
that you have to know exactly
WHICH things to do that don't make sense. Make sense? There is a lot
controversy around the differences between men and women. My
perspective is that men and women are different in many ways, and that
they usually respond differently to different types of
communication." - David D.
4.
Attraction
is not by choice for women. There's no
logic. It's something that happens inside them emotionally, and they
have no control over it. Here is the secret:
They
can't help BUT to feel the way they do.
Emotions make
about 80%
of the decision when a
woman makes a choice to be with someone. Look at all the girls with the
bad boys who
are mistreating them. Yet most girls still stick around, because there
is
just something emotionally satisfying in him. A man gets over things
quickly, where a woman gets held back by her emotions for a while
longer.
5.
Dating
a best friend's ex, can cause bitter tensions between the
two, or end the friendship. The solution? Choose another girl/guy from
this planet which populates 6 billion. It just makes sense. Doing so may save your
friendship, and many heartaches. I almost lost my best friend in NJ
over
this situation a few years ago (I spent time with his ex). It's just
something you should avoid. No one is stopping you, there are 6 billion people
for you
to choose from. Getting involved with a best friend's ex? Bad idea.
6.
Never
give up, no matter how many times you've messed up. Giving
up can crush all of your desires, and goals. I can't tell you how many
times I was thinking about just giving up on something. But I still
kept going. You can do it. Stay close to your best friends who
influence you in a positive way, and keep going forward. It will be worth it.
 At
the end of January, my grandfather passed away. I want to take this
time to say how much I LOVE YOU, and
miss you. I
hope that you now in Heaven with the Lord. We will miss you, so so
much.
In the final year of his life, my grandfather, Alexander, said to me on
the phone: "Dennis, I want to see you before I die." I didn't think he
would... I couldn't visit him back home... And now I won't see him
until Heaven. I appreciate Pastor
Steven, of my
church who sent over positive words to me and my Mom especially. She's
been crying for many days. I can't imagine how my Grandma Valery is
coping with this... He was 67. I will write to you soon grandpa, love
you. (Click
to the tribute picture above, to enlarge it)
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I will be back with a journal entry in a few weeks. I'll share some
more of my thoughts on life. I know how much people look forward to
hanging out on my site. But I would like to see some comments in my
guestbook, and your thoughts. If you send me a private e-mail, and
would like me to share it, let me know. For now, I gotta get going... I
got a party tomorrow, and then a few get together with people, and some
beautiful ladies. Enjoy the snow! Catch you then.
Click
here to see my newest photo gallery >
Watch my beautiful VIDEO of the snow storm
>
Almost forgot - I want to thank my awesome, amazing friends who always
have the time for me, and don't throw the "busy" speech at me. I'm
inspired, and so happy that we can be in each other lives. Whlile some
walked away from me, you stood beside me. Thanks..
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NEWS: UPDATE ON THE SITUATION
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Hey
everyone, wazup! For those of you who were lucky to see my feelings on
my journal entry last night, know what's going on, and I came
back to update you all. First of all, the feedback was beyond anything I
imagined. Thanks so much everyone for your
comforting advice, and support!!
I deleted the entry because I already got the feedback I
needed. Here's the update:
#1.
I received a lot of positive feedback like this
e-mail from someone that I value a lot. Here is a small piece of it for
you:
To:
w**************@yahoo.com.**
Subject:
Just sum thoughts 4 u...
Date:
Tue, 29 Jan 2008 00:57:38
From:
xpunksweetiex@*******
"Denny...hey
hows ur life goin? I know we have been playing phone tag
lately. I been wanting to talk to u and catch up. I
saw u
posted something new on ur website about Jenn and everything that
happened between you two. I read ur entry and I
would
diagnose you as having a broken heart. Your entry made me
realize
how much you cared about Jenn, her family, and how much u
tried
to keep the relationship going. I know that u writing this
entry
helped to deal with ur feelings and writing also helps me do that 2 ...
As I read ur entry, I could feel your pain, sadness, and anger in your
writing .... a whole bunch of mixed emotions...
As
for the broken heart, I think thats true...you had to of had deep
feelings for her if your still not over her by now. Those
feelings are goin to take time go away and your going to have to
understand that before you get into another relationship,you should
feel that its goin to take time for your heart to
heal. ...
Its great that u tried to remain in contact with her and friends with
her, but its
gotta be extremely hurtful that she didnt want the same as you.
I'm sure u spent a whole lot of time with Jenn and now it makes u sad
that you arent able to do that anymore...
With this I could relate to you- same thing happened with Sunny and
me. He was my
best friend, we hung out every friday night and usually
saturday too, but then
he just disappeared one day with no explanation at all and
I was hurt that he just stopped all contact with me and I'm still
bummed out about it,
but I realized a while ago that I can't wait forever for him to come
back around and you shouldnt wait for Jenn to come back around 2
you. My advice to you is for you to try to continue living on
with your life..spend time with the people who do care about you and
the people who want to spend time with you. Try to stay
positive
and look forward to the future. Everything with Jenn happpend
in
the past. The new year just began and you should look forward
to
a great year ahead of you.
...
Sunny and Mikey asked me to hangout last weekend, but I ended
up
making plans and after hanging out with Sunny that one nite I didnt
exactly have a desire to hangout with him. He just didnt seem
like himself you know and I havent had a chance yet to just talk to him
alone.
When
you can write me back an e-mail...I really want to know your
thoughts! .... I dont want to see you sad....I want to see
you
alwayshappy...just like ur screename : )
You know it
would be super cool if u send me a picture of you smiling looking
happy! .... Just remember that its gonna take
time.
Love
Always,
Mandy
xoxo
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SPRING
CLEANING, MAJOR SHOPPING & MINI VACATION
Friday, January 4, 2008
 I know, it's been only 3 days
and I'm back with another entry. I
just needed to express my
thoughts in writing so I could go to sleep, and get my day off my
chest. As a part of the new year, I decided to get rid of about 70% of all my old
clothes, and went out to department
stores for some major clothes shopping. I didn't think I'd do it, but I
actually broke the $300 dollar mark! Holy crap, what surprises me the
most is that I'm a male, and we males typically hate clothes shopping,
especially when spending the big bucks! I had the last 4 days off, and
I really enjoyed it just with my family. I turned off my phone for 4
days, and just enjoyed quality time with myself, and family. It's
especially good to get away from everybody and enjoy going out to the
countryside, or in this case a crowded mall in a town you don't live
in. It's nice to be that stranger
once in a while. It's nice to be very social, and popular with people,
as well as communicating, and going out with many, but sometimes
everybody needs a break. When you're alone, there are no conflicts,
disagreements, personality differences, or other drama.
 I
typically don't like too much commerce, strip-malls, and shopping centers.
There's too many of them, and they destroy green space, and create
annoying traffic, but I guess once in a year they're not so annoying.
(:
Hehe. Well anyways
it was so much fun. I really like the start of the new year. All I
gotta do is just keep it simple, and live life day by day, and let God
figure things out. The other day I read a daily
devotion, and I really
liked it. It said "Get out of that cave!" Too many people are stuck in
houses 24/7, always in their rooms, doing the same crap everyday. Get
out of that house, and breathe some fresh air. Re-connect with
yourself, and God.
Anyways after spending $400 dollars, I'll be busy working, and paying
off my credit
card bill. I'm thankful that my family has raised me with strict
standards, and very disciplined life, so I manage my finances very
well, actually. It's too bad tho, for the next 2 weeks, I can't have
any Chinese (whaaaaaa!), since I have to wait until payday, then I can
go crazy on Steak N' Shake, and then the Chinese. For now, I'm really
lovin' all the amazing suits, jeans, and shirts I got. It's so nice to
have anything that's totaly fresh and new.
Happy New Year everyone, I hope you're making many changes, and new
resolutions to bring a new fresh year ahead of you. Thanks for reading,
and also I appreciate anyone who called me to wish me a happy new year.
Thanks also for being a regular visitor of my website. Thanks
for any guest book comments in advance. When
I get a day
off, and I catch up on my web design projects, we'll go crazy and
chill!! Peace out now. Enjoy the new year ahead.
- Denny K
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